i've touched a flame,
he's burning me up even when not around...

butterflies flutter away at the back of my mind,
it's chemistry with biology...

He placed his lips on mine
and my ever steady heart took flight...

It's all so childlike;
summer times back in school...

Your hands on my skin,
they've never been...

Nights like these remind me how lonely I am;
bunchful of friends around me...

I am not the same anymore;
I shouldn't be the one anymore...

Calm.
Calm...

Blood rolls down me.
I unearthed why I haven't been truthful...

it is all still very difficult,
so perhaps I will again begin it all...

When I looked at you before the sun rose,
I saw those beautiful eyes behind the glasses...

Your heart chokes unbearably tonight
as words you never speak light themselves on fire...