Only nineteen
but twenty this october...

How do you think I feel?
Ridiculed to death...

I have all these insecurites
they eat at my mind...

I had this relationship, yeah only one
about to have a second, one with a gun...

You can't see through my eyes
So don't even try...

If I didn't wake up tomorrow,
Would you still be able to smile...

I sit down at a table
I peer across and see...

If only you were here right now
If only I could hear you breathe...

A child was lost
This child was scared...

Hey there cutie
What do you see...

Falling deeper into depression
So lets start the session...

I want to tell you how I feel
Do you even care to know...