To: Derick
I just cant find the way...

You mean so much to me
More than I could ever say...

It's not that I dont want to
Or that I don't know how...

I used to say I loved you
And that you were the one...

So much pain and sadness
Now fill up each day...

I can't believe that
What I heard is true...

When I wake up in the morning
I just can’t help but cry...

Whenever I need you
Your always there...

I'm sorry that I’ve hurt you
And even made you cry...

Go ahead
leave me here...

I wake up each morning
With another tear stained face...

All throughout the day
I always dread the night...