I\'m feeling so lost
And out of place...

As Im sitting here in class
I think about my life...

You think that I still love you
But the truth is that your wrong...

I'm such an awful person
In everything I do...

I knew that we were over
At least thats what you said...

You've always been there for me
You've been there through it all...

To: Jason
Oh Jason my dear friend...

To: Derick
...You Mean The World To me...

Why do I feel so much pain
When a smile is all I wear...

I don't know how to take this
I'm not sure what to say...

After all this time
I still feel very sad...

I cant stand to go through this pain once again
No more times can my heart be mend...