To: Derick
...You Mean The World To me...

You've always been there for me
You've been there through it all...

I used to tell you everything
That ever made me mad...

Why do I feel so much pain
When a smile is all I wear...

I dont know why I bother
To try and live this life...

I'm such an awful person
In everything I do...

Im getting very tired
But I just cant seem to sleep...

The clock is ticking
Another day goes by...

Another day of sadness
Another day of pain...

I've often found myself asking
If I mean anything to you...

I wish I could go back
To how it was before...

I'm sorry for everything I've said
I'm sorry for everything I've done...