Whenever I am sad
And on the verge of tears...

I thought I reached the bottom
Of all this pain and strife...

Today was one of the saddest days
That I've ever had...

Oh god please tell me
What I could have done...

I ran up to my room
And quickly shut the door...

You make me feel so happy
And that I truly belong...

I must be losing my mind
Every day I fall more behind...

We always dread each day
And were not sure what to do...

Its been about a month now
Since the fighting first began...

I need to say im sorry
For causing you this pain...

I know this kid named Derick
He truly makes me smile...

Why do I get excited
Oh someone tell me why...