Im sitting here in english class
Planning out my day...

Im done with all this pain
That Im always forced to feel...

Last night I tried so hard
To do the best I could...

In the beginning I was scared
Not sure of what to do...

I feel so lost and broken
But theres no where left to hide...

I thought I reached the bottom
Of all this pain and strife...

Im getting very tired
But I just cant seem to sleep...

I dont know why I bother
To try and live this life...

I thought that I could trust you
After everything you said...

To: Derick
I just cant find the way...

I need to say im sorry
For causing you this pain...

I woke up in the morning
As tears fell from my eyes...