Were getting pretty close now
Closer than I’d planned...

To: Ashleigh
Oh Ashleigh you’re amazing...

I feel so broken and crushed inside
But there's no place left to go and hide...

Do you know that you make me want to die
And each and every day you cause me to lie...

As Im sitting here in class
I think about my life...

I know this kid named Derick
He truly makes me smile...

When I wake up in the morning
I just can’t help but cry...

I feel an emptiness inside
A part of me already died...

Why do I feel so much pain
When a smile is all I wear...

I often try to smile
When things are going wrong...

I thought I had a handle
On this my so called life...

I feel so alone
theres no one hear to help me...