I'm such an awful person
In everything I do...

I want to say I'm sorry
For what I just might do...

Times are really changing
And I cant seem to cope...

So much pain and sadness
Now fill up each day...

Whenever I need you
Your always there...

She is lonely
Even though you can't tell...

I can't take this anymore
Everything keeps getting worse than before...

I don't know how to take this
I'm not sure what to say...

It's too late for anyone to save me
I've sunk to far down...

I often find myself thinking
How in this world I am alone...

I'm feeling so sad
I wish I knew why...

To Ashleigh:
Oh Ashleigh I'm so sorry...