I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know your the best thing you could give to me

...some things never get better

Why is it that the one thing you think can make your life better always seems to make it worse..?

It's killing me Inside,
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I cant be saved
From the loneliness
I dont know what to do
Not sure that Ill pull through

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived..
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside...

I'm sorry I can't be,
Everything you want.
Can't you see it's hard enough,
Just admitting this is me.

I'm sorry that I cry all night,
I'm sorry I always worry.
I'm sorry I don't smile
Can't you see I'm sorry.

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Expect me to apologize
For things that you've done wrong
While you're inciting others
You own up to nothing
And I wish that I was gone
Because you're not going anywhere-

You can call me a failure, you can call me a fake, but how can i win, if i was just a mistake?

In a crowd of a million...I feel so alone

**this is from a friend of mine..and i really like it