Feeling so empty
no emotions to share
no real friends
to show how they care
struggling through life
to be someone else
no true feelings
to ever be felt

trying to feel wanted
through watering eyes
smiling through tears

i didnt write this

Its just one of those days when you dont want to wake up...

I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you...

When you realize you dont matter to someone
you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone...

If only you could see behind my smile...you'd regret so much...

I thought things were getting better...but I realize Im farther away then ever before..

When you finally think you have something...
you realize that its really nothing at all...

Your whole life your grown up to thinking your someone special
Then something changes
And you realize that you really nobody at all....

All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And i doubt that i will ever find out
If there's any way to get out of feeling all alone
Cause latley I've been thinking
Maybe no one's going to save me
I'll have to do it on my own.....