My world seems so black,
Im so scared to look forward,
afraid to look back, what has become of me,
I don't even know myself anymore...

I dont know why i feel this way...
My problems spin inside my head...
I dont know how to handle it...

I hate going through this pain.
And I know its going to happen again.

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it

Somewhere in this darkness theres a light that i cant find.. maybe its to far away...or maybe im just blind..

Today I must be strong
Just for today, Ive got to cope
I cant break down, no not today
Even though Ive lost all hope

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Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

Your making me crazy
With all that you've done
I don't know why you are doing this
But I give up... you won...

...didnt write this..

There are many things I need to say to you, but I just don't know how.

...didnt write this...

Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you,
most at Christmas time