When i wake up, its like i just fail. everyone else seems to get up alright..im never gonna be good enough for anyone...

I dont know why i wake up every morning
or why i go to sleep at night
always dreading the next day
nothing is worth living for anymore

I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

If only i didnt always have to be the one trying to start a conversation with you
If only i didn't have to feel like I'm chasing something that i can never have, or something that will never be there

I miss talking together
I miss calling on the phone
I miss the billion texts
I miss my second home

I miss our stupid jokes
I miss laughing forever
I miss acting silly
I miss acting clever

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You don't know how much you love someone until they're gone.
Then you regret not telling them you how much you really loved them.

I'm never gonna be good enough for you...
I can't pretend that I'm alright..

How can something so good go so bad
How can something so right go so wrong

Happiness and misery
I'm up and down, so confused...
I want to scream
But theres nobody listening...

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I miss waking up,
Already smiling
I miss being happy and laughing
I feel so abandoned
Left all on my own
And if only I’d known
Happy times would be over too fast

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