I miss talking together
I miss calling on the phone
I miss the billion texts
I miss my second home

I miss our stupid jokes
I miss laughing forever
I miss acting silly
I miss acting clever

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If only i didnt always have to be the one trying to start a conversation with you
If only i didn't have to feel like I'm chasing something that i can never have, or something that will never be there

I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

Somewhere in this darkness theres a light that i cant find.. maybe its to far away...or maybe im just blind..

Today I must be strong
Just for today, Ive got to cope
I cant break down, no not today
Even though Ive lost all hope

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Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

Your making me crazy
With all that you've done
I don't know why you are doing this
But I give up... you won...

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There are many things I need to say to you, but I just don't know how.

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Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you,
most at Christmas time

When i wake up, its like i just fail. everyone else seems to get up alright..im never gonna be good enough for anyone...