My nightmares always smother my dreams,
Forcing me to wake up crying...

Ever since I was little,
I had always looked up to my sister...

*I know it's long and confusing, but perhaps if...
She was a happy child...

Daddy, you are my best friend,
I used to say this a long ago...

I have this on-line friend,
Who seems to care about me so...

*Not one of my best, but figured I'd post it to...
When I read a poem of suicide...

Your life is like a carousel,
Ever turning slow...

When I was little everything was wonderful,
My future, it seemed so bright...

I'm sorry I can't be,
Everything you want...

There isn`t much that makes me happy,
But I need to think of twenty things...

*Unsure of where to locate this poem...*
I’m leaving sometime, this you know...

Look at me, Steven, look in my eyes,
If only you knew how much I have cried...