Every night I lay in tears,
Ashamed of what I’ve become...

Sometimes I think this feeling,
Must be so unreal...

I know this child,
Who is not all there...

Honestly, I don\'t know...
Every darkened day I step through a door...

I wonder to myself,
Why am I so sad...

*sorry if this is a little confusing, that's how I...
Tonight I was staring at the moon...

Dancing in circles is pain in my head,
It’s motions are blurring my thoughts...

*I'm sorry, I didn't know which heading to put...
Tonight I shall write a poem...

I slit my wrists for one last time,
Watching the beads as the slide down...

*Not one of my best, but figured I'd post in and...
Sometimes I wonder if this pain is normal...

Last night after our most recent fight,
I ran up to my bedroom...

I hate these feelings I have of alone,
But more than ever, I want to be on my own...