Let your Mind go girl
now is not the time...

I\'m trying to hold myself together,
But I\'m slowly falling apart...

* This is Dedicated To My Love Andrea Maria...
With My love for you still growing...

A part of me has died today,
and I know i won\'t get it back...

Not wanting to let go,
I put up one big fight...

I picked up a journal to read what it said,
to see what thoughts actually occupied my head...

I'm wondering if you're thinking about me because...
I'm Wondering if you're missing me baby because my...

I was down and out
ready to give up on life...

DiSRegaurd the message,
Im really doin fine...

Can this be it?
Is it finally here...

I\'m sittin here thinking,
its all most 5 a.m...

Why must I be the way i am?
A man who on his own can barely stand...