My eyes are always
drawn to your face...
Nothing could fill,
this emptiness inside...
I sit here wondering,
why i didn't know...
Wishing I could run away,
leave this sorry mess...
When I first cut,
I remember I was scared...
Caught between,
the past and future me...
The child inside me
curls up in a ball...
I changed my ways,
especially for you...
I lie on my bed
curled in a ball...
You told me I'd get better
That soon I'd really see...
I've wept a path of tears like dew
crying over somthing no one knew...
A small child of 3
sprawled across her bed...