Dear Tara...
I know you won't read this but still I will write...

It was but a month ago when my mom told him she...
She wanted him to sign the divorce papers and...

These emotions swirling around my brain
Tears falling down my cheeks like rain...

Here I stand on the edge of life
Nowhere to turn, noone to take away the knife...

I sit here thinking of the past
All of the years just rushing by so fast...

Living in this terrible life
Full of hatred and strife...

I don't know who I am anymore
The darkness hits me at my core...

These thoughts racing through my head
Most of them about being dead...

Darkness was once my entire life
So much that I needed the feel of a knife...

With this girl I am in love,
It feels like she came from above...

Living in a life full of anguish and pain
Drowning in enough sorrow to make me insane...

No one knows my inner pain
Pain so great that I've become insane...