These emotions swirling around my brain
Tears falling down my cheeks like rain...

With this girl I am in love,
It feels like she came from above...

Darkness was once my entire life
So much that I needed the feel of a knife...

I see my mother slowly slipping away
Not really knowing what's gonna happen the next...

I take up a knife
From the block...

Living in this terrible life
Full of hatred and strife...

Ya'll cause me so much inner pain
That now I believe I'm insane...