You must have been starving, as you have completely consumed my thoughts.

You have so much pride but nothing to be proud of.

I have reached a split in the road.
& I can't decide which path to take.
All I know is my decision was always going to lead me further & further away from you.

At the closing of a chapter,
the end of a forever,
the parting of ways,
the splitting of one soul into two,
the complicated one sided loss of love.
The most important thing is to respect each others wishes.

I'm sorry for breaking your heart.
I hope you can forgive me someday for being selfish.
I've weighed up my options.
And I choose me.

From all that I have endured.
I know that every little bit hurts.
So I'll be sure to disappear,
to never leave a whisper or a trace.
'Nothing' is kinder than false hope.

Don't let the devil's drink snatch the Earth from beneath your feet; sobreity will allow you to maintain the masquerade you want the sinners to see.

Correction:
You broke my heart.
I don't love you.
I found everything I could ever need in the loveliness of another's smile.
&, piece by piece, he is putting the millions of pieces back together again.
I love him.
He is worth crying over.

Look toward the future,
I'll always be in it.

- Fedel

I love you, even though you're breaking my heart

Shake me.
I can not feel at all.
Watch me.
As I slowly start to fall.
Kiss me.
And I swear I'll kiss you back.
Miss me.
As I fade into the black.