Lying here I start to miss,
longing for a simple kiss...
The night was cold, and dark it seemed
Though the moon shined bright and barely beamed...
My wrists yearn to be slit, but I refrain
I'm not going back there, no more blood stains...
See my reflection in the blade
watch the tears begin to fade...
As my wrists are bleeding, I fall to the ground
No one's around, they don't hear a sound...
As I sharpen the knives, I'm ready for destruction
Such a beautiful blade, the ultimate seduction...
A simple flick of the wrist and fire is born
through the depths of my soul...
She sits all alone
& sincerely she cries...
You see a tear run down her cheek
And wonder why she is so weak...
I hated loving you,
yet why aren't I happy...
Trapped inside this house-shaped hell
A quiet secret she can’t tell...
Weeks have passed and still I try
Inside I feel like I’m going to die...