My black heart is broken
Hidden under the false hope of a new life...

And in the end I start to see
That you never really wanted me...

When the sun goes down I close my eyes.
I hold on to my world and start to cry...

There was an incurable longing
Lying low behind his icy blue eyes...

Oh darling.
i miss you so much...

Mommy,
I looked into those eyes, the ones I've looked at...

Take the heart, but leave me the pain.
I promise to love you all over again...

This promised forever is a promise that never...
I did my best to try, but as always I gave up much...

A kiss from lips dyed red with blood from a heart
Beating so silently in the black depth of the dark...

Day turns to dusk, dusk turns to night
I do not move, I do not stir...

Dear Santa,
I haven't written in awhile...

On the eve of this fake victory
An empty heart lays forgotten in a room of...