In one simple, selfish moment
I wanted what was best for myself...
You might hurt me and always make me cry
You might break my heart, killing my soul inside...
It's funny how one simple decision
Can change everything...
I waited for you to smile at me
And to promise me you’d be there...
Still I exist for another day
Another day without you...
Cutting up my sanity one slice at a time
A crimson red blade clutched tightly in my hand...
Haunted by handfuls of painkillers and self pity
Taking away the security of each false hope...
I held you close, and watched you slip away
Broken and bleeding from the games people play...
Am I holding you back from all you should be?
Where would you be if you weren’t here with...
I'm torn between reality and the fairy tale I've...
I think that this is slowly turning to the...
This is the beginning of the end
It’s all going downhill from here...
I waited until I'd had all I could take
Until I was broken in a million pieces...