I came home today
With tears in my eyes...

No matter how many girls say they love you
And how many girls say it\'s true...

She slams her bedroom door
As tears run down her cheek...

She sits lifeless staring down
At her painful wrist of scars...

Confusion is in my mind
Pain is in my soul...

I have a picture in my head
I carve it into my arm...

The time has come again
To try and end my life...

I sit here thinking
As time goes by...

I sit here thinking, and dreaming
Of the pain I live through everyday, in every way...