This one time I'll try to explain
The reasons for what we do...

There's mascara on my pillow case
From crying myself to sleep...

I wondered what it'd be like today
To slit my wrists and slip away...

As the boat moves swiftly on
I'm leaving behind my sorrow...

I wanna cut deep and drag it down
I wanna rip through my skin...

I have slain that which
Had caused me such pain...

I've been known to wear
My heart on my sleeve...

You want me to tell you how I feel but I can't.
You want me to describe this feeling but I can't...

I hear America screaming, the terror in each...
Those of the families, their pain echoed in our...

I kneel in the garden
Where white roses used to be...

A tear on my cheek
Means more than you could know...

Why can't I cry
When I think about what I've done...