I'm Sitting here Crying
Waiting for my sad story to be told...
Look at her,so happy so free
I really wish that girl was me...
So many things going on inside my brain
So many thoughts racing back and forth...
Your yelling starts up again
I put myself into my happy place...
I'm sitting in the dark
Crying yet again...
This melody is stuck inside my head
I cant seem to get it out...
Nightmares please go away
Disappear into the rainy sky...
Bloody wounds on my skin
I look at them they are so real...
In your head lays a field of flowers
Happiness rains on you like spring showers...
Your pale blue eyes stare into mine
Somehow i know when i look at you it will all be...
Look in Her eyes
Slowly look in her soul...
You hit me hard to the ground
You say its because you care, what a lie...