I'm sitting in the dark
Crying yet again...
Green eyes full of tears
My hand seems to be slipping...
Today You heard me crying in the shower
You knew what would make my day...
My soul so twisted and cold
My eyes so black and deep...
Your yelling starts up again
I put myself into my happy place...
Be careful for when you close you eyes
Your life can change in just that moment...
Black skies
Grey trees...
I have now become alone
every possible person has left me...
Nightmares please go away
Disappear into the rainy sky...
So many things going on inside my brain
So many thoughts racing back and forth...
Look in Her eyes
Slowly look in her soul...
You hit me hard to the ground
You say its because you care, what a lie...