The silver glint of the blade,
Pressed against my skin...
The blade cuts,
The wounds wont heal...
A blade in my hand,
A wrist in my view...
All is lost,
As I sit by the phone...
I get home from school,
And lock myself in my room...
I stand at the mirror,
And stare and stare...
I've reached a point in my life where I realized...
Without you my heart is broken, bruised and...
This pain deep inside,
It burns and it aches...
I did it again,
The familiar pain...
Put on your smiles,
Fake as they are...
I force myself to smile,
Even though it kills me inside to see you with...
Have you ever wanted something so bad, yet knew...
You are like a drug to me; an unbreakable habit...