Delayed reaction to her
I looked in my mothers eyes...

All the things I think
And everything I do...

Don't be another victim of the mask I wear
It's wrong, I know, the things I can hide, and...

I promise daddy
Not to cry...

I fake it so real; I'm beyond fake
It stays all night until my hearts brakes...

My stale, bitter soul rest upon wilted leaves
Into which the unexpected past weaves...

Treasuring the edge of innocence pushing through
I paint my perfect image that's in me of you...

Deep within I am shaking by the violence
Of which melted into me by my disturbance...

She saw the hand that touched her, it moved...
Around her eyes then through her heart beats...

I’m in constant conflict with weather I am...
The reality stays away to further address my...

I am a trouble starter
I am the eye of my mother...

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to...
The love I tried so hard to push, for me you...