The blade slowly dragging
against my trembling wrist...
Oceans apart.
i sit here tonight...
Holding this against my wrist
and watching you do nothing again...
I used a razor blade today.
It worked much better...
Scars on my arms
That wont go away...
I'm sick of life
I'm sick of feeling this way...
A smooth white layer
a silver tool...
The knife slipped through my skin,
the Cold ache of the cut...
I'm So conn fussed...
You were happy with me...
A lit match
A bloody razor...
Suicide my only compromise
Yet who will care...
Pull the pin from a savage hand grenade,
Or drown out life with a shiny sharp blade...