I'm choking on nothing,
It's all up in my head...
I'm crying the tears of sorrow,
the tears that I once knew...
Do you know how much it hurts,
To hear you say goodbye...
One last goodbye,
I say to the ones I love...
How she wishes it were different,
she prays to God most every night...
I hate the way you hate me,
I hate the way I cry...
Its been a year now,
And Ive tried to get through...
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared...
I looked inside,
And what did I find...
Never the love inside me will die,
Always the tears will come from my eyes...
Dear my so called mother,
This is coming from the heart...
I don't really have a hero,
For I am all alone...