And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm sleeping
So, I hold my breath -- to forget.

I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried, but thats wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.

I'll cry myself to sleep tonight,
Cry like I never have before.
Cry till' my tears turn to blood,
Cry till' they hit the floor.
Then you'll say your sorry,
And make me cry even more.
*Shanna

I cut hard,
I cut deep.
I'll cut myself till I cry tonight,
Just so I can sleep.

I take back everything i've said,
You wore those words on your lips.
As if they meant anything anyway.
And when it all goes to hell,
Will you be able to tell me you're sorry,
With a straight face?

Dont feel sad for me,
If you ever saw me crying.
Cuz these painful tears you see,
Help me to keep trying.
*Not mine.

Please speak slowly,
My heart is learning.
Teach me heartache,
Stop this hurting.
*Not Mine

What am I supposed to do,
It’s killing me cus I want you.
And you should’ve know my love was true,
And there’s no one else in this world for me... but you.
*Not mine*

I cry for the times that you were almost mine.
I cry for the memories I've left behind
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new.
I cry for the times I thought I had you.

*Not mine*

I told them all I was over you, and that I didn’t care.
But who am I kidding, in my heart... I know you'll always be there
*Not mine*