In loving memory
of my love Christian...

Suicide is a mortal sin
but in my heart god has not bin...

You stole my breath when i 1st saw you
i gave you my heart...

I can not be made whole
tears run down the face...

I remember when
life was so easy...

Give me time to heal
you don't know how i feel...

See these beautiful tears I cry?
just before i die...

Remember how i would sit with you
and watch star trek...

She always had a smile on her face
Even when she cried...

These are my final words
I'm tired of crying...

I'm weak but I'm still trying
the day is hard but I'm not crying...

I wanna tell you a sad tale
that will wanna make you cry...