Tears can be dried
smiles can shine
laughter can be lied
happieness can be faked
but one thing no one can see
is a soul break

I will walk away with my pride
And forever be your beauticul suicide.....

Sometimes i wish god would take me away
Sometimes i wish the reaper would find me today

Tonight i cry for a beautiful suicide

~*i'm writing the story of my life every day....and today i am wrighting the last page*~

I touch a burning candle i can still feel the pain
cut me with a knife and its all the same
you can't tell me the pain that i feel
truly isnt real
my heart will still beat
but love it will never meet

Here hold my gun.....i think ill wait another day

It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

And when i die do not bary me with a downward fist.....
but with an upward bloody wrist....
not to make the gods mad....
just to show them all the pain i had....

I cant find my self to leave my bed...
but yet i never dream....