Never pay the reaper with love only

I realized soething today
I am beautiful
i am a beautiful
letdown
I am a beautiful
Mistake
I am a beautiful
Disaster
I am Beautifuly
Me!!!

Death is my new best friend
it will bring me everything i want
it will bring me to the end

Behind this broken smile
lies a girl with a broken dream
words brought her down
now nothings as it seems

Fighting the hardest battle ill ever fight and thats to live

Die with a smile, cry with a tear, leave with hope enter with fear

Live the truth, die a lie, look fearless then cry

R.I.P ....Laura.....some people who live desirve to die and some peple who die desreve to live.....I wish i could give you life

I cross my heart with a knife
that i wont compleate my life

And when I die
Do not cry
DO not bury me with a down wards fist
But with an upward bloody wrist
Just to make the gods mad
Not because i was alone but they didn't notice I was sad