So many people think I should get over you,
to tell you the truth I don't think I want to...

Remember all the good times that we had?
Now when I think of them they only make me sad...

So many secrets in my brain,
if I don't let them out I'll go insane...

I sit, cut and watch my blood run,
in the beginning it was all just for fun...

You've caused so much pain deep within my heart,
and now it's time for my fresh new start...

You know it's that special time of year,
when jingle bells you start to hear...

Our time together made life worth wild,
when I was with you I was free as a child...

Understand,
that I love you with all of my heart...

I fell in love with a boy,
who treated me like I was his toy...

I lay here and remember the good times we had,
and wished I didn't miss you so bad...

I can't believe what you've put me through,
oh my God if you only knew...

Just when I thought I was over you,
you had to smile and mess me up...