Reach for the blade, put it to my skin.
I'm about to do it, then a voice calls from...

Another scar is added to the ranks.
Abominable sins I've placed upon my skin...

I am so drained of energy, I've cried too many...
Yet more still seem to come, fear after loathsome...

I shut you out and you wonder why.
If I don't know you, I won't have to cry...

I hide behind a smile, I hide behind my face.
The scars on my arms are in their rightful place...

I'm sorry for everything, sorry I had to lie.
Sorry for pushing you away and for making you cry...

Whenever I feel like cutting, I stop and think of...
Seeking your comfort, you're the only one who...

I could never forget if I tried,
no matter what I do...

Don't know where to start, theres so much words...
So instead I watch my tears of blood wash the pain...

The magic fills me with pure energy and light.
The sun in the day, or the stars at night...

What would you do if you knew the way I feel?
What would you do if you couldn't grasp onto...

**It's about my "best friend" and sadly...
If I was to never see you again, would you miss me...