Inside I'm broken, but I won't show it. I put on a smile and pretend to be strong.. but behind my smile and bright eyes.. lies a river of tears that I refuse to cry.

After all this time we've spent together.. something is begginning to fade.... I'm just not sure u look at me the same. I'm afriad our love is dying....and more often I find myself crying... what is happening to us?

I'm stronger than u think I am,
I can make it on my own.
I will be ok without u,
I will not let you have control

I'm only broken when I think about u, which is all the time, i'm tryin to be strong but how can I when I know this is so wrong....

Its sad that I know I'm standing here right in front of u & u dont notice me, & if im upset u wouldnt see, & if i walked out the door u wouldnt chase me, & if i said goodbye u would stop me, u wouldn\'t even care, and yet still i stay becuz i love u

Goodbye isn't what breaks your heart, its the silence that comes with it when the one you love is no longer the voice you hear, its the silence after the goodbye that breaks your heart

There's no such thing as "true" love.
There's no such thing as "the one".
There's no such thing as "forever".
There's no such thing as a "happy ending".

I don't kno what scares me more,
the hurt from the past,
or the uncertainty of the future...
maybe both, just say u'll stick around this time and things will be different from before...

DO i LiE tO u bEcUz I dOn'T wAnT tO hUrT u, Or iS iT BeCuZ i'M tRyIn tO cOnViNcE MySeLf tHaT wHaT I'm SaYiN iS hOw i ReAlLy FeEl?¿?

Sometimes u reach a point where u just don't care nemore. Friends lie, boys cheat, hearts break. Sometimes its hard enuff making it thru the day. Thats when u stop worryin bout other ppl & life becomes more about helpin urself.