When I think of you,
My heart just flies away...

Every day and night
I'm dying inside...

When I think about you
I'm happy...

Everybody wants me to do something
But I am doing something...

I stand there in front of you.
Talking to you...

I want my death to be fast and full of pain.
I always see a knife...

You promised so many things
And you broke all of them...

I hear a demon voice
I freeze the way I am...

I look into my soul.
And all I see is you...

The end of my life is near.
All the pain is to great...

No one would really want to live my life.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me...