Here I sit
With a pad and pencil in one hand...

I told my self I didn't love you
I try to make me believe...

If I could make any wishes I want.
I wouldn't...

I remember when
we walked together though the rain...

You told me you don't think it going to work
and I cried...

I cared for you!
I even loved you...

You helped me when I couldn't go on.
When I wanted to lay in my blood you were there...

Kind
Sweet...

You put me down
Say horrible mean things...

I hate people pushing me around
Hate people using me...

Will I
ever become something...

Everyone May
Look at us like we're crazy...