Its cold outside
And I'm in a warm house...
I hurt myself
I cry...
You may say sorry
You may try to take it back...
Have you ever felt invisible?
When you had hundreds of people encase you...
We had our fights
You weren't the best mother...
I talk to you and you seemed like you changed into...
You tell me you love me, but I don't feel like you...
It took sometime,
It took a lot of thought...
You say something funny
I laugh, but inside I don't...
I must choose between two people I love
I must decide which one loves me the most...
I cover up my face
So I don't have to look at my natural look...
I still see his face
I still see how scared I was...
Here I sat
With a knife...