I've become 18
i am an adult now right...

NO!
I don't need a friend...

Watching pretty faces
but being so blind...

I lay down in bed
thinking of all we shared...

You care about the way i look
always... criticizing...

Running to anywhere
searching for anything...

I am trapped
i have no way out...

I open my eyes
and there you are...

You say i am "abnormal"
and then you laugh at me...

I wake up
take a bath...

Trapped in my own house
there's no room for me...

Bartender
give me the heaviest but...