I’m sorry I’m not upset
Like you expected me to be...

The madness in my eyes
desperation in my tears...

I try so hard to remember
what it was like to lay inside your arms...

I let you come into my dreams
and haunt me every night...

Sometimes when your sleeping
I stay up and stare at you...

I’m looking at you smiling
But I don’t think it’s there...

I can’t believe what he’s doing
Tearing it all apart...

Never have I seen your face
filled with anger and with hate...

Just wanted you to know that
I love you so damn much...

You see this girl so happy
she's smiling all the time...

Looking in the mirror
your photo in my hand...

I loved being with you
loved the sense of being wanted...