I’m standing where your body lay
Down my cheeks are falling tears...

Time can run
Seasons can go by...

Laying on my cold bed
Staring at the sky...

The wind rushes pass me
Tears come to my eyes...

Why are you mad at me ?
What did I do...

I feel like an empty shell
A lonely girl, a lost soul...

***Before you read this, I just want you to know...
Today I decided...

Today is a special day
I’m turning fourteen...

As I look at the sky
Darker then coal...

Yesterday again, I thought life was cool
But now that I can feel it...

This will be
My Final Goodbye...

I really can’t believe it
What’s happening to me...