Every night before i got to bed.
I have a routine...

If this world or any of us were perfect,there...
because we could find a way or make a way to make...

You ever sit there and cry
While all the fighting is there...

I don't know what to do anymore
to hurt myself or not to hurt myself...

So much has happened in the last few months....i...
then finding out i wasn't pregnant...and now...