I know that your watching me.
The way you feel isn't hard to see...
Nothing seems to be the same.
I have a hard time trying to stay sane...
As I watch the tv I ask god why.
I pray for those that survived...
Your voice is a whisper in the wind.
Calling my name...
Hold your hand out but I won't reach.
Listen for my voice but I won't speak...
Your smile kills my pain.
Your laugh silence's my disdain...
Bleeding black for something that wasn't mine.
Frustration turned against me...
This life seems tattered and torn.
I wake up and another problem is born...
All the pressure and stress in this life of mine.
I wish that I could find the time...
I live my life the best I can.
But there is only so much I can take as a man...
She's a deity.
An angel in my nightmare...
You helped me more than you know.
And my gratitude is hard to show...