After everything that we've been through.
I never meant to hurt you...
I lie to myself everytime I say that she will be...
I lie to myself all the time...
You made me take a step back.
You kept me on track...
Day after day.
Night after night...
He lurks in every corner of my minds eye.
And I don't know why...
You look at him with disgust.
You look at him with broken trust...
Memories of my childhood come alive.
But at the same time it seems as though a peice of...
I tried to be the way you wanted me to be.
But the truth was it wasn't me...
Now that your gone.
Everything in my life went wrong...
Time grabs me by the wrist.
Memories describe to me what I've missed...
Broken heart with an open hand.
Tears in their eyes and alone they stand...
I hate you for the things you don't say.
Or how your always pushing me away...