Now that your gone.
Everything in my life went wrong...
I tried to be the way you wanted me to be.
But the truth was it wasn't me...
You look at him with disgust.
You look at him with broken trust...
You all torment me with ridicule.
Try to make me feel miniscule...
I woke up this morning.
And with a big sign found out it was boring...
The nights cold.
But your not here...
Painful dreams.
Silent screams...
Metaphorically speaking...do don't think that...
Chapters 1-5 were a living hell...
Memories of when I was a kid come alive.
And when they do a peice of me has died...
Through rain sleet or snow.
I just want you to know...
It rolls in with this wind.
Silent, graceful...
The person that I knew since I was a kid.
The person that I grew up with...