Losses prove to me.
What I've gained...

They say that love is what you make of it.
But I have to admit...

I find myself dreaming of you.
And no matter what I do...

I lie to myself everytime I say that she will be...
I lie to myself all the time...

Shadows from my past.
Make all my dreams last...

I hold onto what sanity I've got.
I look at him and he's everything I'm not...

Some nights I see you and your actually there.
Some nights your there and you actually care...

The nights cold.
But your not here...

Time and time again.
I find myself thinking of what happened back then...

Back then nothing turned out good.
Maybe that's why I had such a bad childhood...

To the reader: These aren't unfinished thoughts...
A cold sun...

One talk after another.
But you have to realize that I\'m only your...